back to the archives..

Was backing up a lot of stuff that i had worked on.. backing up from some websites like psc.. and my old one.. i dont know why.. but.. I had lost so many things.. giga bytes of data.. and never cried over it.. even really really really important work.. that only existed there..

I remember my harddisk being formatted by this tech guy who came to fix my system.. and he was like.. your d drive was formatted.. and im like eh.. that had two years worth of research download and work in them!! all gone.. either i sit and try to recover it or i move on.. some things i had to recover.. but most of it was gone.. but what i learned was still with me i guess..

Its not just the fear of losing important data.. more like.. it was like losing what u did.. who u are.. i dont want that gone.. that sense of nothingness.. when you look back, you would love to see something from the past there rather than emptiness..

I was looking at some things i had posted here and there almost six years ago.. and most sites which hosted them all were gone.. tools we used.. ppl i knew.. i mean.. gone!! i was trying to look at the website of two old friends and.. i found nothing.. no trace of them left..

Is being forgotten something that we should be afraid of.. or a fact that we should accept and move on.. i dont know..