ugly..

lolz.. well.. today was a really long day.. I went to work at 9:00 in the morning.. hitched a ride with my brothers friend.. he dropped me near my work place and rode off.. It was, as u all know, a monday.. and i was feeling so freakishly low in the morning and i knew that if i didnt find a reason to go now, i was not gonna make it to my afternoon class!! I was feeling so ugly!! :-S

More than the money for a day.. I really didnt have much time left for this batch.. and the stuff i had to teach were so much!! So more for their sake i had to make it.. and i had a commitment to keep up to..

Well i dont think the class noticed my ugliness.. hmmm..

I had my lunch.. unusually.. and while i was eating my sandwich and paneer kaathi roll.. i promised my self that, after everyone left for the day, that i would treat myself to another paneer kaathi roll and eat it very slowly and enjoy it unlike my rushed up lunch :p

Most of them left at 6:30ish.. and i was sitting there.. just fiddling with photoshop.. and after a while.. around seven seven-thirty I was feeling hungry.. so i went down and got myself another paneer kaathi roll, came back up and ate it.. i was kinda glad i did that too :p by this time all of them had left.. and i was alone..

I dunno.. it felt kinda good.. sitting there.. outta place.. kinda not in your usual routine.. and there I was, breaking a habit, when i got calls from people asking me if I was hiding something.. Is it strange to just break a routine? I really hate them to begin with..

While i was coming back, standing in the bus.. listening to the radio.. I was suddenly reminded of an old bonjovi song from 'Destination Anywhere' called.. you guessed it.. :p lolz.. 'Ugly'..I never thought a lot of people liked songs from that album, but i found them good..

Anyways.. much better happy and beautiful now :p lolz..

ps: check out my last post and check out my lohari and nohari windows!! :D