I got my happy pill.. the fix did me a lot good too.. kinda showed myself im a bit better than i was a long time ago.. (^_^)/ w00000000t!!
I was.. am.. well.. we all are at times.. in need of money.. and all that.. so.. anyways.. i was supposed to meet the fish today.. if anyone read a post before, you'll know that it wanted to be fried and well.. i had given it the recipe.. :) and it was happy.. soooooooooooo.. what i never gave was how much amount of what is to be added for the fish to be fried.. and the balance was everything in this fishy project :D [im sic!! rotflmao!!]
* After dinner… and long chat sessions and long phone sessions.. I come back to write this *
*yet more time passes..*
As I was saying.. balance was everything in this fishy project.. this was not an everyday job and if not done right it wont fly or fry in this case.. so the price for the hard work was not what was offered.. but lets see if the fish comes around..
After the fishy meetup, I was more down than I already was.. and I was inside a huge mall.. which was full of people.. and all of a sudden I felt so awkward standing all alone there.. and then I realised that I never really did any shopping nor did I roam malls.. I find the idea of window shopping a bit stupid and doing it alone is like so boring!!! Hey.. then again.. that’s me..
Whenever I went in this mall.. there is a bakery that just pulls you inside, or at least, you will be forced to look that way ‘cos of all the cookies begin baked there!!! And this time I went up and bought some cookies and a ginger bread man :)
I dunno why I was so fascinated by the ginger bread man.. must’ve been all those English movies and cartoons.. we never had ginger bread men back home.. nor did we have cookies.. :P
Anyway.. I packed them up and I decided to go to a friends office and give her a surprise, I was sure I would get to talk to her ‘cos of her shift timings.. we met and talked for almost an hour and I was so happy that I met her.. I was so happy that I could make some one happy.. and she was.. not just for the cookies.. :)
Im good at picking stuff for my friends, than I am at buying stuff for myself, cos I know them more than I know myself.. when I was in school.. a friend of mine was buying his girlfriend a gift on her birthday, so I decided to go along and help.. since she was my friend too :) and I was so shocked by this guys preferences of gifts for her and I was like.. dude!!! Wtf!! Get her this and that!!! :P so after an hour of pusing him around :p lolz.. we bought a assorted cool amount of gifts.. hehehehe.. which she just loved.. and :P yeah.. I did all the choosing.. well most of it :) and she never knew.. but the point was, she was happy.. and its so good to see when people are happy..
And that is what im trying to get at!! I guess my happy pill is.. When I get to see others happy :) im happy too :) only trouble so far is that.. I tend to hurt some people when I try to make others happy :( for which I haven’t yet found a cure.. * scratches head and wonders if its my fault*
So much for my happy pill.. Keep smiling y’all.. :)

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